A Heart Untroubled

In the gospels, we are all probably familiar with the story of the feeding of the five thousand.   There were at least 5000 men, so maybe 15000 or more when you include women and children. The day was ending and the disciples felt the people were getting hungry, and they started looking at the practicality of feeding all those people. (Luke 9 from verse 12, John 6 from verse 5) The disciples say to Jesus, "Send everyone away so they can go and buy food". Jesus says to Phillip, "Where are they going to get food for all these people?"  Now, John's gospel says Jesus already knew what he was going to do, but a few things happen that are really interesting.  Firstly, Jesus tells them to feed everyone!!   Can you imagine!  Even think about your church or your family and you’re out and about and someone says to you, "You feed them all"! With what!! The money you have with you isn’t enough to feed you and your children, let alone everyone else. Why would Jesus...

This week I was preaching at a local church and I decided to preach on Communion.  I guess it's something we all take for granted - and sometimes we can become so familiar with something that we forget what it's really all about.  I worked out that I have probably taken communion around 500 times in my life… Maybe more depending how frequently the churches we were in took it, and then add in the times John and I have take it together or in a small group, but both Jesus and Paul mention it as something we should do, so it's got to be important.   I wanted to share some of the things I was thinking about (if you want to hear the whole preach you can listen here ) but it's good reminder of how to posture ourselves when we take communion and we should take it! Luke 22:19-20 (KJV) And he took bread, and gave thanks, and brake it, and gave unto them, saying, This is my body which is given for you: this do in remembrance of me. Likewise also the cup after supper, saying, Th...

The other day I was making a drink with our SodaStream machine.  If you haven't had the pleasure of one of these, you basically take water and put it under the machine and pump out some gas and voila!  You have a carbonated drink.   When you've fizzed the water you can add whatever flavouring you desire to it.  However, on occasions, I have tired to add the flavour without concentrating on the task in hand and suddenly I am faced with a volcanic eruption rivalling Mount Etna and a second water baptism!   Sometimes we can be like that in our spiritual walk.   We can receive God's Word with joy and it bubbles up and fizzes over, but as quickly as it came, it's gone again and we're left with that 'flat' feeling and the sense that something isn't quite what it should be.    Jesus said this: Mark 4:16-17 (KJV) And these are they likewise which are sown on stony ground; who, when they have heard the word, immediately receive it with gladn...

Have you ever been hangry?  If you're not familiar with that phrase, it's a portmanteau of HUNGRY and ANGRY, meaning you're hungry and it's making you grumpy. You can do all sorts of things, walk, count to ten, cry, but the thing about being "HANGRY" is that, if you don't address the hunger part, you'll probably find that you stay cross!  Once you eat, stuff just gets back in the right place. So often that is the case with us spiritually we are hungry and that hunger is a God-given desire for his Word, but we try all sorts of rubbish to fill it and satisfy ourselves. It never quite works and we feel off kilter and like life just is 'wrong' somehow.  It's the same with being tired.   In the 1st Book of Kings, we see Elijah, who has basically come to the end of himself, walks off and finds himself a tree and tells God 'I want to die'.  1 Kings 19:5-8 (NLT) Then he lay down and slept under the broom tree. But as he was sleeping, an ang...

Following on from my last post, I heard a great analogy this week, which really made the point well: When we say we want 'more of God' as if we are waiting on him, it is like us having a bank account with an unlimited balance, but rarely or never using our bank card to withdraw from it.  We still have the account (salvation) and the money (the Holy Spirit) but we never use it.    We live in a world full of death, depression, sickness, sin and all the rubbish that came into God's perfect and beautiful creation at The Fall.  Christians have the one true solution, and yet so often we are either hiding it,  ignoring it, or just simply not using what God has placed in us for his glory.  That's just sad!  The great commision says we are to preach the Gospel, cleanse the leper, heal this sick, make disciples, raise the dead (not necessarily in that order), but honestly in my opinion, a high percentage of us settle for Church attendance, maybe a mid week bible...